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Today, I had some very adult moments- and I liked it. I love being able to express exactly what I want say. This was not something I was even remotely able to do just a couple of years ago. There is something to said about knowing who you are and what you really want that produces a pure blithesome state. Who knew being honest with oneself was so rewarding. That and I had some mild food poisoning which is still bothering me, to say the least.
You've been schooled
Ahhh, my break is over. I'm back in Athens taking the all exciting class of World Economic Geography. I also happened to get lost on my way to class. The building that I thought it was in, as you might have guessed, it wasn't. I ended up sending 20 extra minutes wondering around campus sweating like a whore in church until finally I found it. Plus, I have started to move into my new place across town- which is actually a little exciting. Then, on the other hand, its a little sad because I'm leaving my room mate. She is actually leaving for Thailand on Wednesday so the next two days will be our last living together. While this isn't goodbye forever (I'll be visiting her in Thailand in August) it will be for a while.
On a different subject, why do I like guys who do not live where I do? I have yet again started dating(?), well I've started something (actually, I'd rather not define it because that's when things get complicated) with a guy in Louisville. The funny thing is I actually went to high school with him and according to some rumors he got interested in seeing me because of my myspace page. So this boy and I hung out quite a bit on my week off and already there was drama. To make a long story short: he hangs with the same group of friends since high school (I know them as well) but this also means he has dated a few of the chicks in that group so when one of those females started drinking- she started drama (not with me, but him). And even though I'm not the jealous type, I am the type that doesn't like being disrespected, plus, I don't live there. I honestly wonder if I don't subconsciously seek out some long distance thing because I don't what I would do if I was actually in the same town as the person I was with, I mean what does one do when they have the opportunity to see the person any day of the week if they wished? I don't know if I would even want that or could handle that. But as I said before I don't want to think too much about it, because I'm not even sure what
it is.
The big break
You know what I just realized? I just completed my first year of graduate school. Crazy. I am burnt out at the moment. I feel lucky just to get a complete sentence out of my mouth. So now I'm back in Louisville trying to make the most of my one week break before I have to go back for class in the summer session. Ugh. But yay for having a week off! And double yay for hangin' with some old friends and feeling like I'm 17 again.
Procrastination is winning- by about a thousand points
Around me lies five dead friends. They have done their best to help in my battle against the wicked and evil Procrastination. Their shiny green uniforms still glisten under the desk lamp. While all share the same name, I remember each with fondness and perhaps regret. Regret that I did not use them to their full potential. But there is also hope- for there are more of these soldiers waiting in the holding box. Yes, this post is for you, my friends, whom I simply call The Dew. Others may know them by their proper name, Mountain Dew.
