ImagiNation

One million pieces

I have caused heart ache. Even though I was very clear of my intentions, somehow he thought there was a chance at something more. I don't know how to feel about this turn of events. Was it revenge? Certainly, I like to think that I'm not that kind of person. It wasn't sweet. It was not even bitter sweet. I am not indifferent and yet I feel that I am almost without emotion. Perhaps it is guilt that I feel, but would that not imply that I did something wrong? I laid it all out there. No surprises; nothing went unsaid that should have been. It's like there was a battle between my intentions and my subconscious- both, I believe, had a different agenda.

posted by imagine @ 11:07 PM