Hello, I'm emotionally retarded
Have you ever wanted to say things or do things but were way to scared because you totally over-analyzed everything?! This is my life. Take the Rockstar for example. I was so excited and even a little nervous to see him this Wednesday, so when greeting him at the door a normal person would have given him a hug or kiss or at least a really excited greeting. Do I do this? No, because I'm an emotional retard. I hardly make eye contact with him. What the hell is wrong with me?Thank a higher being for girlfriends. They told me to get over myself and just act like I do when I'm with them-around the Rockstar. And they are right. So I've decided to say F##k it. I'm going to stop thinking too much before I speak because I honestly think it just makes me sound cold or uncaring. I spend so much time thinking that I'll say the wrong thing that I don't end up saying anything at all. While I thought this would keep me from getting hurt, all it does is hurt me in the end.
posted by imagine @ 4:27 PM
2 Comments:
I've always thought that one of your greatest assets was the fact that you didn't take everything as seriously as I do. Definitely keep that part of yourself.
right, so you finish school and go back to the rockstar...and now we don't hear from you? what's up with that?
Post a Comment
<< Home